Doing the salad diet.

hello....

School was really dull today. 

Being surrounded by a group of cliques talking amongst themselves and being stationed in the middle of all that while watching "Legend Of The Seeker" on my iPod. 

Real~ exciting. That's my life in a nutshell.

Today I find out that helping is not something I'm good at. 

Apparently the more I try to help someone... the more I get in their way. 

Me: "Let me help.."

Unlucky Person: "It's fine... I can handle it."

Me:"Awww... come'on. I will help."

Unlucky Person:"No no... I'm fine. Really. Thanks for offering to help."

Me:"No, I insist."

Unlucky Person: "FOR F*CK SAKE...MOVE!"

Yeah~ That's what I get for trying to be helpful.

So today pretty much suck ass. 

But I got my reimbursement back so that's probably the only positive thing that happened today in school.

And then I had Salad at Carl's Jr for lunch which pretty much was a waste of money. 

I have new found respect for girls who only have salad for breakfast, lunch and dinner because having a whole cabbage for every meal with is nuts.

1. It's blend. 

2. It's full of water content so I got bloated real quickly.

3. And it's blend.

I kinda felt a little self conscious eating that salad when my aim for this year is to gain weight. 

And of course what I'm afraid of is people staring at me... an extra slim individual stuffing cabbage into his mouth and feeling full.

I can imagine all the people in the restaurant with weight issues staring at me and staring at their burger and thinking of passing it to me.

Late Resolutions

Aight...

So after much thought... I have come up with a few (2) new year resolution. A belated new year resolution which I would really like to follow through.

1. Gain Weight. 

I can't remember when was the last time I said I wanted to gain weight. 

It was last year I think... I don't know. I can't confirm whether I did complete that resolution... because I didn't check my weight recently. 

Last time I checked... I was lighter then your Mum's left thigh.

Gaining weight is not so easy so I give fat people props. It takes skill to be able to gain weight... and to gain A LOT... that's something else.

So gaining weight is one of em... of course not to the point where I have to be rolled around on a lubricated floor to go from point A to point B... point A being a slimming center and point B being the hospital to have fats sucked out through every possible area where holes can be created.

2. Stop dissing people

  (unless they deserve it)

I believe that watching too much Kathy Griffin before my Poly started turned me into an asshole. I'm not even kidding.

Talking shit about people I don't even know that well... like if some random lady stood at the MRT and had a big ass... I would say that she looks like something that I could ride on, like a horse because that ass is so big all you need is 2 more legs at the back and you'd get a stallion. 

Well I didn't think of that joke comment myself... a friend "~INSPIRED~" me to make that comment up.

Who's a mean asshole? Who is?.... 

Quit pointing your fingers at me. 

It's a rhetorical question.

Something else that I use to do that I have stopped now is dissing someone in front of their face... while I'm hanging out with a group of friends.

There's a fine line between telling a joke and making people laugh... and just bringing someone down completely.

 I crossed that line and built a house on bring someone down completely-ville and stayed there for a while.

It takes personal experience to know how much of an asshole one can be... and I know that now

which is weird because I've met my fair share of them even before poly and only realise it after I become one myself.

So now I'm trying my best not to make snide comments.

Gonna end here because if I carry on any longer it's gonna get serious and boring.. not saying that my resolution is a joke... well you get it. I hope.... because you're a smart smart person. 

Blogging for now.

Aighty.


So I tried to vlog a little a few days back... in my room. Alone when everyone else were busy.


It was weird, speaking to the camera.... I felt extremely awkward after speaking for the first few seconds. And so I stopped... looked at the result and realise how anorexic looking I looked.


Thin people are usually categorize as a group. Anyone's who tall and thin...

"Hey... that looks like you."

Me :"No~." *fake laugh* *cough* f*cker *cough*

I get that a lot. In secondary school... I saw someone (let's called him Harry) whom I thought resembled one of my friend... let's call him John because I'm that creative with names.

So I went to John and the first thing John told me.

"Hey... that guy Harry looks like you"

"What?... WHY?"

"He's as skinny as you...and also as tall as you."

Oh right... He's as tall as me and he's thin that's why I resemble him. Really?



Cocaine and Heroine looks the same because they're both white.... that's what you call look like... and that's why Mia Wallace Overdosed because she sniffed the wrong one or whatever the term is called. Nose suck?


No... I don't look like Lindsay Lohan... stop calling me Lindsay and quit following me around.




So I will probably try vlogging next time. And my Youtube channel shall be called "ChinkTryingTooHard"


Now I'm bored... so bye.

Digression, School What's New.

Aighty Mate~!



Well, school started a week ago and writing this just made me realize how neglected this blog is.



To start off the new term... the lecturers decided to reward me with 2 D+ for my work and I got 33% for my GEMS test. I kinda deserve the 33% because I kinda got rusty in studying. But that D+ was just a slap in the face.... up till now I'm still very bitter with that result. Partly because those that I thought were worse then me got better grades.



I was planning to get at least a B for the previous term. Fuck.


Anyhoo....


Now I'm redesigning the whole shop over and over and over again. I did one during the weekdays... discuss a lot with the lecturers and scrapped the whole idea yesterday. So that's a good sign of my progression.


Saturday... Redesign for a few hours and then scrapped the whole idea. After staring at the computer and doing 3D renders all day... it really gets on my nerves when the program hangs midway through and I'm forced to close the application without saving.


Happened twice yesterday.


Sunday... I can't even remember what I did today. Fuck. Sorry about the foul language.... it's the grades that's causing my sudden vulgarness. I'm also feeling very lethargic even after having a cup of coffee and currently having a cup of tea.



I've had 3 cups of tea today with only a single teabag. I'm a very Green person... I strongly believe in recycling.



I'm liking this safari font... but for some reason after publishing this post it's gonna go back to boringness. Really have to stop digressing.



Now I don't feel like blogging anymore. Gosh...I'm really tempted to just start vlogging and quit blogging.